I have all the books, on diet, food, health, positive thinking and still feel low self esteem and that people don’t find me interesting or want to become my friend - even though I have put myself out there, done the classes, am friendly, warm and kind.īut I do not tend to attract the same like minded people. I am envious of those who have the will power and motivation to change themselves. I’m in my early 40s now and wish I had a dream, something of my own to attend to.
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Why does this happen me? Sometimes I think ‘What is my life about?’ Where is it all going? Will I feel like this in 10yrs time? I take on courses with great zeal and then after a few weeks into it, any excuse and I will lose heart in what once was something I loved. I have no focus, goal, challenge, as each of these require time and money to join, and be involved in activities which I cannot afford, well only very few if I push myself.
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I feel that I need to wake up and use my life and talents, although I feel I do not have any talents either - I just drift into each new day and accomplish nothing different from week to month to year on a continuous basis.Īnd I just get so annoyed with myself and take it out on those of my family, which is so unfair. “I feel life is passing me by, and I have accomplished little, even down to the ordinary everyday things and I feel I have lost the zeal and zest out of life.